Seek a work that likes by himself/herself, and in earnest work well it."Thousand the leaf's favour say.
Because the top lately cured the cause of 50-year-old birthday at first, thousand leaves had an opportunity the second time arrived at an original house.Imperceptibly, according to 17 years old the beginning in summer that year visit and have already been getting more for the past four years ……
She sits at this time at up the sofa of original living room in the house up, side head looking at table up of the frame inside smiling face glitter of ascend original sun a, not from mind a burst of absentminded.She sees come out, that should be up original sun an in the near future take photograph:Is like some dissimilarity, and then seem don't change at all ……she thinks, in this years much come, ascend original sun to certainly also have the house to return to Tokyo one by one, is also say, oneself sits now of the place, probably is that he once sat.
Because break up, ascend original sun always she meant the meaning that the very obvious thereafter no longer contacts, so, if being not a well to come to Tokyo from Yokohama to study at university luckily now, telling her in the April that time is some and up the original sun is one relevant matter, she almost can say is know nothing for a now of ascend original sun a how ……
In the peacetime, she probably can also purely thought of him by cloud thin breeze and allow he is in own memory gradual faintness, but sit in the living room of his house at this time, looking at his photograph, in her in the mind, his image then again re- become clear in meaning and flexible:He have much tall, like to wear how of clothes, how walk at ordinary times of, smile is how an appearance, what kind of usually talk a way again ……
That felling, be like after experiencing a calamity, and then re- found back him.
Although she also knows that the rock farmland guards to can say that again, she should forget the man who gives up himself/herself first but goes to, but, she very clear, oneself basically cans not forgets him ……she sometimes even will think, if at that time, she knows more to cherish him;If afterwards, he would like to give her one more of opportunities, she is be not can't have this kind of is deeply to float in the life today of feel?
Certainly, for current of they, assumption like this, already the milli- is getting more nonsense.
She remembers that on the new-born presentation of the college of music in last year, she once said towards having the end one Mi:In this in this world, as long as a person like her, she also likes him, that is all right already ……
Always, she also really thinks like this.That person, at 19 years old that year autumn of that before unexpectedly breaking up, she also thinks be up original sun a.And, they even once the half earnest half jokingly said through future to get married of matter ……
But, also still walk to break up of that day of, and they have already become stranger person of today ……now, she can be past to make thin settle ground the family who listen to him mention his current situation-that already and oneself is completely irrelevant of he.
However, for all that, she still keeps really wanting to know more some matters that have relation with he.Although the after the event concern like this isn't help matters, but is her most realistic mood at this moment.
"Ascend original he ……arrived holidays, come back?"Thousand leaves are past to make to pay no attention ground to ask.
Although really wanting to know more is some and ascends original sun a relevant of matter, she still will wide awake ground to warn himself/herself, should make related persons all think, she already ascend original sun a see make is an and oneself only have the person of common connection ……certainly, now well nice to meet you can't think like this, she didn't also have confidence.However, she feels, she should ast least make her own father and ascend the original parents think like this.
"Big summer leave has been already come back …… , there is also this year's New Year period.Other holidayses, he runs in the full world.I really think impassability, his boy like this, how can like to study of ancient relics so inflexible and boring of profession ……frankly speaking, I this is a mother, still keep hoping he can be usually foolish at me nearby, after all, I also only have such a son."Ascend an original sand to knit to say.
Thousand leaves wish, the summer leave of last year and the New Year period of this year, ascend original sun an once came back ……that time, he also in Tokyo, she how can don't feel at all?Isn't she still is just liking him?The summer leave in last year, she met a rock farmland to guard;As for this year's New Year period, she know, many farmland letters once came back ……
The matter arrives at present, even if she would not like to admit, these three boys all have already kept off her real life as well, what she owns, just with their relevant memory in the past;Their now, she has no business participation;Their future is as irrelevant as she ……
Say with many words with handsome farmland, be:They have already lost contact.
"Sun a he ……in the United States, there is girl friend?"Thousand leaf the friend look for to finally cannot help but asking this question.He knows that this matter that necessarily is a daughter to want to understand most at this moment.After all, they are fathers female a pair, the blood is thicker than water.The ―― is past, not and all completely passed by, or, some matters, just seem past in fact and basically have no just.
"Seeming didn't°yet ……the sun is one that kid, don't see him always smile, seem to be very bright, hand over heart in fact and very not easily.Can't like to study of ancient relics profession like this, either otherwise.However, I hear, having a female classmate to like him very much.He not too will say this kind of matter with me, so, I am also not that clear."Ascend an original sand to knit to change direction now the well is luckily, " luckily, has your elder brother ever chatted this mattered with you?"
The well saw thousand leaves' one eyes luckily now:"I also not too clear ……I think, the other party probably just likes sun unilaterally one elder brother is just."
Thousand leaves allow they to be like one as far as possible not that warmhearted on-looker listen to them talking this matter.However, her still cannot helping but will think and ascend original sun an actually have new girl friend now?Although being previous her has already how can anyone know ascended original sun luckily now from the well a didn't°yet new girl friend, that was after all already the matter in April, now, and then lead for five months, who know meeting how?The ―― is in this in this world, not the everyones are all similar to her, always the wood wood ground stands at first an on every occasion, be like drive who settled body sorcery.
At this time, the telephone suddenly rang.The well walked over to answer the phone luckily now.Once she picked up a words tube and right away and then peeped out smiling face:"Is sun one elder brother ……are we chatting, and, is all concerning your topic.―― To, thousand uncle Yes and thousand leaves and elder sisterses also here ……"
Of in a flash, thousand leaves feel, oneself****Of the blood seemed to be a while to all flood in a head up, immediately bomb a ly, as blasting open, make her suddenly have a kind of dizzy and giddy felling.Is also arrive this time, she just knows, oneself has already fancied more original sun a.Although have been already broken up, lose a contact, as long as thought of that he is standing on the telephone line of ocean the other shore at this time of another on carrying, she will be nervous****Is tiny to shiver ……she thinks, quick two years, he is still like originally similar always brightly smile, such as sunlight general brilliant?He really at present well luckily guess of, still record to hang her?He knows she also here, will have a felling?She sits over there quietly, frees to a heart dashing surge and turns over a river to pour sea.
Because momentary flow and ebb of emotion, she didn't after hearing the well say besides luckily now what, until is already up the original sand knit on and original sun a talk on the phone she just returns to absolute being.
"Thousand uncle Yes and tree also here ……they didn't come for a long time.Everyone is very happy tonight."Ascend an original sand to knit and said in a short while words, then, pass words tube to return to now the well is luckily, " luckily, your elder brother still needs to say to you words."
"H'm.I knew."The well once connected a words tube luckily, listenned to in a short while and repeatedly noded now.She lifts eye to see toward thousand leaves, "the sun is one elder brother, you and thousand leaves and elder sisters also didn't contact for a long time ……she is rare here now, do you want to talk with her?"
Listenned to this sentence, thousand leaves involuntarily stood and stared continuously ground to looking at now the well is luckily.She at this time is really worry to will fancy original sun one brush-off with the facial expression that she converses from her face,cheap beats by dre.After all, this really be that he does come out of matter.But she really wants to know that he leads now how must, back 10,000 to say, which afraid just listen to him current voice also well ……luckily, she soon then see arrive now well peep out beautiful smiling face in the face luckily:"Thousand leaves and elder sisters."
Thousand leaves are almost big steps the meteor ground hurtled in the past, the Duo led a words tube from now the well luckily the hand.Her disease treads if the appearance flying all right away shows a different facial expression the present others, and the air complicatedly looking at her.
However, although really want to listen to him
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